Well, the day as come, its not that I haven't waited for this day, yet the arrival of it is to soon, maybe that dose not make any scenes, and its ok because my thought have been a mess for the pass 3months. It fells as if I should dye my hair its natural color, it fells as if I should stop dreaming and actually believing in myself...easy thing to do someone might think, yet not when you're in my shoes...so on February 10th I'm turning 18...an eternity it seems that passed since I've been alive, or maybe my life story makes it that way....